journals eh... you would think id be bored of doing these by now, wouldnt you... ohwells 11 months into my deviant addiction and so much has happend, its really almost unbelivable.

all the downfalls in my life are caused by people... its a given fact that people are shit at life, most of them should just give up, but to all of you that actually understand what its all really about and to those who actually! care about all the little things... thank you for being human! this world would never be the same without people like you, you mean the world to me =] x

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Threw you the obvious
And you flew with it on your back
A name in your recollection
Down among a million, say:
Difficult enough to feel a little bit
Disappointed, passed over.
When I've looked right through,
To see you naked and oblivious
and you don't see me

Well I threw you the obvious,
Just to see if there's more behind the
Eyes of a fallen angel,
Eyes of a tragedy.

Here I am expecting just a little bit
Too much from the wounded
But I see,
See through it all,
See through,
And see you.

So I threw you the obvious
Do you see what occurs behind the
Eyes of a fallen angel
Eyes of a tragedy

Well, oh well..

Apparently nothing.
Apparently nothing at all.

You don't
You don't
You don't see me
You don't
You don't
You don't see me
You don't
You don't
You don't see me
You don't
You don't
You don't see me at all

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